The feelings i had for tht Bodoh had gone & i can say that m over it.
I met my ex-bf for the past 5 yrs tht i ever been wz him, recently in one of the web! After we message & msn, we did exchange our hp no.
We did talk bout our past & talk bout our existing things in life. My feelings for him for now is so deep. I dunno why but it just grew very fast. Its been 2 days now, m waiting patiently for all his calls. I really hate this feelings & it felt sucks...Gggrr.. Irin, Irin, please be patient as both of you are just friends! Eventhough friends, m still having doubts on him. I am happy to meet him again but at e same time, m just worried! Don't ask me why, i just dunno.!!
Actually i am just scared tht he will lie again!! Hopefully he change.. Sigh..
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Laze on Saturday
Woke up early today at 1000hrs but feel tired now! The first thought i had, to loggin to my pc.. Lots of things to do but i am just restless!
Lots of things that i need to think bout work! Workplace extend my probation to next 2mths coz they change my job description. Dunno how to think but just follow. Feel a bit sore but i am still fine.
Life still good with my luv ones around! Ok m goin to sleep again...
Lots of things that i need to think bout work! Workplace extend my probation to next 2mths coz they change my job description. Dunno how to think but just follow. Feel a bit sore but i am still fine.
Life still good with my luv ones around! Ok m goin to sleep again...
Thursday, September 27, 2007
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. |
http://www.blogthings.com/yourlovelifesecretsrevealedquiz/
Monday, September 24, 2007
Last Week Of September
Time flies like a flash! Feels like too much things to do in the littlest time! Hhhmmm... I am glad i had clean up my room, just a bit of wiping! I threw the unwanted things. Now my room is like a real gal's room. Muahahaa... Normally its always messy.
Sigh.. M now having a bad stomach cramp. Have not even break my fast but i will still need to take hot drink if not i will be half dead here at werk! The worse thing, i'v finished all my medicines & non left. Hopefully i am ok till the end of the day!
Sigh.. M now having a bad stomach cramp. Have not even break my fast but i will still need to take hot drink if not i will be half dead here at werk! The worse thing, i'v finished all my medicines & non left. Hopefully i am ok till the end of the day!
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Yeay... Its Weekend Again
I just luv weekends. Got myself restless, body aching, moody this few weeks. I tink gonna PMSing soon. Today, gonna clean my room.
At last i decided to throw all my empty parfum bottles, its bout 10 of my favouritez! Hhhmmm.. Talking bout parfums, i missed those times buying 2 or 3 of it. I just loves the scent.
Got to be more thrifty since i have'nt receive confirmation at work. Quite worry actually, but hopefully the day will come!
At last i decided to throw all my empty parfum bottles, its bout 10 of my favouritez! Hhhmmm.. Talking bout parfums, i missed those times buying 2 or 3 of it. I just loves the scent.
Got to be more thrifty since i have'nt receive confirmation at work. Quite worry actually, but hopefully the day will come!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Inspires In My Mind
Just now i looked thru the pixes in my Multiply, Friendster! Of course its lots of my beautiful gal frens photos. Out of sudden, missing them so much. Thinking the things that iv been thru with them!
Today morning Eqa sent me one email of 'Inspires...' Hahaha.. Actually i forgotten the title. Its meaningful & its absolutely true! I loved the words in there & I will summarize as 'Look On The Brighter Side' & 'Words Is A Prayer'. The words is simple yet its meaningful!
In the afternoon, Ruzy call me to listen to the radio 'Ria' is the topics bout 'Galfrens'. Listening to one of the listeners story, its about the "third party". Its quite sad but i feel glad that my problems is not as worse as hers. Still remember what Ruzy remind me, 'Learn to accept things & move on'! Don't worry babe, i am moving on & i won't want to look back!
Looking to the things that iv been thru, my life is still beautiful! The dayz that iv been with Z**, the times that i feel so lonely & sad, my gal frens were there for me! Till i met Bodoh, eventhough they don't like him coz of his mysterious things in him but they were still there by my side! Still remember those times Eqa, you were'd there to meet me in a last minute after work! Aizah & Radia, you were always there to listen to my stories! And the others were so concern towards me at that point of time!
Things happen for a reason! I am still glad that iv been thru all this. Its a lesson & experience for me. Whatever it is, i don't want to let myself down! I wanna be as cheerful like iv used to be!
I really treasured those moments with you babes... Thanks for being part of my life gals! Luv & Miss ya always... *Muacks*
Today morning Eqa sent me one email of 'Inspires...' Hahaha.. Actually i forgotten the title. Its meaningful & its absolutely true! I loved the words in there & I will summarize as 'Look On The Brighter Side' & 'Words Is A Prayer'. The words is simple yet its meaningful!
In the afternoon, Ruzy call me to listen to the radio 'Ria' is the topics bout 'Galfrens'. Listening to one of the listeners story, its about the "third party". Its quite sad but i feel glad that my problems is not as worse as hers. Still remember what Ruzy remind me, 'Learn to accept things & move on'! Don't worry babe, i am moving on & i won't want to look back!
Looking to the things that iv been thru, my life is still beautiful! The dayz that iv been with Z**, the times that i feel so lonely & sad, my gal frens were there for me! Till i met Bodoh, eventhough they don't like him coz of his mysterious things in him but they were still there by my side! Still remember those times Eqa, you were'd there to meet me in a last minute after work! Aizah & Radia, you were always there to listen to my stories! And the others were so concern towards me at that point of time!
Things happen for a reason! I am still glad that iv been thru all this. Its a lesson & experience for me. Whatever it is, i don't want to let myself down! I wanna be as cheerful like iv used to be!
I really treasured those moments with you babes... Thanks for being part of my life gals! Luv & Miss ya always... *Muacks*
Friday, September 14, 2007
What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/
I am hooked to this personality test coz all bout me is true! All of YOU have to try okies... *wink*
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/
I am hooked to this personality test coz all bout me is true! All of YOU have to try okies... *wink*
Thursday, September 13, 2007
1st Day of Ramadhan
Woke up about 5am for the early breakfast. As per usual i won't have the appetite to eat but still forcing myself to eat abit!
Took my shower after that & do my morning prayer. Hhhmmm.. I think its been a very long time & lost touch of the prayers eversince alot of things happen to me! I cried throughout my prayers, thinking of my past, the things that i'v done. It really felt that god is listening to me. I felt ease & calm after my prayers. I just hope that i will mend my ways to become a better person.
I still have an hour, trying to sleep back but i just can't close my eyes. AAarrrgghh.. Got to go to work. For this fasting month i am allowed to come to work at 830am - 530pm. Cool huh..
Now on my lunch time, blogging & surf internet, feel tired but i cannot sleep. Yeah.. Another half day to go! Can't wait to pack up my things at 530pm. Ehehehe..
Took my shower after that & do my morning prayer. Hhhmmm.. I think its been a very long time & lost touch of the prayers eversince alot of things happen to me! I cried throughout my prayers, thinking of my past, the things that i'v done. It really felt that god is listening to me. I felt ease & calm after my prayers. I just hope that i will mend my ways to become a better person.
I still have an hour, trying to sleep back but i just can't close my eyes. AAarrrgghh.. Got to go to work. For this fasting month i am allowed to come to work at 830am - 530pm. Cool huh..
Now on my lunch time, blogging & surf internet, feel tired but i cannot sleep. Yeah.. Another half day to go! Can't wait to pack up my things at 530pm. Ehehehe..
Sunday, September 09, 2007
First Week Of September
How time flies & now its September. I felt that i just celebrating my bday yesterday! And now, fasting month is around the corner. I am preparing my mental & physical for the day to arrive! I just hope i can change myself to a better person. Insyallah..
Friday, September 07, 2007
Getting sick or Really sick!!
Since Monday the phone calls at work non-stop ringing. Feel so sick till i really fall sick. Still come to work, quiet worry of my claimant not hitting to the target.
But when come to work, i get so agitated with the phone calls. Oh somebody help me!! I really dunno what to do. All my collegues in my department, they're doing their part.
It feels like giving this up. The things here when i take over is so messy & my job scope is all jumble up. I dunno what i should do, should i just stay or find something better.
Oh no, i am really tired to look for other jobs!! :(
But when come to work, i get so agitated with the phone calls. Oh somebody help me!! I really dunno what to do. All my collegues in my department, they're doing their part.
It feels like giving this up. The things here when i take over is so messy & my job scope is all jumble up. I dunno what i should do, should i just stay or find something better.
Oh no, i am really tired to look for other jobs!! :(
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
07' Bday Bash
This year celebration starts from 28 Aug07 - 1 Sep07, its 5 days celebration. I am really not looking forward & its just happen unexpected!
Of course the most happening will be on my bday itself, dinner with family at Swensen! After dinner met my dearest gal frens at Intercontinental Hotel.
Well gals when upon reaching Bugis, the main thing that i am looking forward is not my bday but its all of you that i am dying to see. Do you know, how much i miss all of you & how much i miss the old times!
I really did enjoyed myself but still bday gal need to wait very long2, waiting for the 2 other gals.. hhmmm.. I dun need to repeat, u know who you are EH!
Gals, frankly i don't expect for all of you to remember my bday & all to turn up! It really feel touch & i really almost broke down into tears. As you know, all of us are busy with our own things, it feels that we are falling apart! But I am really glad & appreciate, proud to have all of you!
Dalz Eqah, i think we both you & i know, what happen to us & what actually happen! Looking back to what we've done, we had missed those moments. I do understand that all of us each have our own life to do. We don't really need to meet all the time but a simple telephone call, hello will do! Do you still remember this, you ever said to someone b4! Hehehe..
As what you said & the same way i say, No Matter What Happen, all of you will always be remember & always in my heart! Coz when the time i am in sorrow, you were'd there for me.. Ok now back to my bday eh...!
Thank you everyone, whom had celebrated my bday! I will treasure all those moments! Luv & Hugs.. *Muackzzz*
Ruzy's & Irin's Bday celebration on 28/08/07
Our 11yrs Friendship - Ruzy's & Irin's Bday
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My Luvly Gal Frens
My Bday cake - Thnks Radz & Mas
They're always in my Heart
Of course the most happening will be on my bday itself, dinner with family at Swensen! After dinner met my dearest gal frens at Intercontinental Hotel.
Well gals when upon reaching Bugis, the main thing that i am looking forward is not my bday but its all of you that i am dying to see. Do you know, how much i miss all of you & how much i miss the old times!
I really did enjoyed myself but still bday gal need to wait very long2, waiting for the 2 other gals.. hhmmm.. I dun need to repeat, u know who you are EH!
Gals, frankly i don't expect for all of you to remember my bday & all to turn up! It really feel touch & i really almost broke down into tears. As you know, all of us are busy with our own things, it feels that we are falling apart! But I am really glad & appreciate, proud to have all of you!
Dalz Eqah, i think we both you & i know, what happen to us & what actually happen! Looking back to what we've done, we had missed those moments. I do understand that all of us each have our own life to do. We don't really need to meet all the time but a simple telephone call, hello will do! Do you still remember this, you ever said to someone b4! Hehehe..
As what you said & the same way i say, No Matter What Happen, all of you will always be remember & always in my heart! Coz when the time i am in sorrow, you were'd there for me.. Ok now back to my bday eh...!
Thank you everyone, whom had celebrated my bday! I will treasure all those moments! Luv & Hugs.. *Muackzzz*
Ruzy's & Irin's Bday celebration on 28/08/07
Our 11yrs Friendship - Ruzy's & Irin's Bday
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My Luvly Gal Frens
My Bday cake - Thnks Radz & Mas
They're always in my Heart
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Why, why, why??
A year have gone on 23rd August 2006, 1 week before my bday. Found out everything bout him! I am moving on but why i am still thinking bout him? Really hate this feeling! Why am i loving him so much while he don't deserve me?
Why am i too late to find out everything?! Why do he have to lie to me & wanna know me? Why do he have to show his love & concern if he said he don't love me! Why do he have to make all the surprises to make me happy! Why after a year only all things happen? & why it have to be ME!
What have i done wrong or mistakes in my life? Am i lack of beauty in me or not enough sexy? Or i have a bad attitude or character? In each every outing, i will dress up & i want to look beautiful when i am with him! I wanna make him feel proud to have me! He did say that his proud to be with me but thats all meaningless. His words is just not enough! He always say if only i'd know you earlier! Everything is just too late.
By now, i guess his happily married! Ya thanks to him for showing me whats love & whats life! Hate him again & again!
I am still the same person which have a heart of stone, easy to like someone & difficult to fall in love! No more tears but just dark memories to be left behind. I wanna still be in love & to be love! Life goes on, i am & i do!
Blogs to go on my bday bash wait till i have the pixes from Eqa!
Why am i too late to find out everything?! Why do he have to lie to me & wanna know me? Why do he have to show his love & concern if he said he don't love me! Why do he have to make all the surprises to make me happy! Why after a year only all things happen? & why it have to be ME!
What have i done wrong or mistakes in my life? Am i lack of beauty in me or not enough sexy? Or i have a bad attitude or character? In each every outing, i will dress up & i want to look beautiful when i am with him! I wanna make him feel proud to have me! He did say that his proud to be with me but thats all meaningless. His words is just not enough! He always say if only i'd know you earlier! Everything is just too late.
By now, i guess his happily married! Ya thanks to him for showing me whats love & whats life! Hate him again & again!
I am still the same person which have a heart of stone, easy to like someone & difficult to fall in love! No more tears but just dark memories to be left behind. I wanna still be in love & to be love! Life goes on, i am & i do!
Blogs to go on my bday bash wait till i have the pixes from Eqa!
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