Sunday, September 30, 2007

Hate This Unusual Feeling

The feelings i had for tht Bodoh had gone & i can say that m over it.

I met my ex-bf for the past 5 yrs tht i ever been wz him, recently in one of the web! After we message & msn, we did exchange our hp no.

We did talk bout our past & talk bout our existing things in life. My feelings for him for now is so deep. I dunno why but it just grew very fast. Its been 2 days now, m waiting patiently for all his calls. I really hate this feelings & it felt sucks...Gggrr.. Irin, Irin, please be patient as both of you are just friends! Eventhough friends, m still having doubts on him. I am happy to meet him again but at e same time, m just worried! Don't ask me why, i just dunno.!!

Actually i am just scared tht he will lie again!! Hopefully he change.. Sigh..