This few days i just dunno why i think so much. I don't even know what i am thinking or angry about! Maybe if other people read this, think i must be crazy. I have this unsured feelings that makes me feel emotional & temperamental. Definitely this is not me. Why each of every month of pmsing? Hhmm.. Answerable question!
I pitied him & realised i should'nt throw those harsh words to him. I swear i really don't mean it. I knew his hurt, he can still bear with me & consoled me, apologised even its not his fault.
He always said i've a choice to choose not to be angry.! Sigh... I knew i need to change this stupid attitude. I am angry with myself now..
I received a text message from his last night before i went to bed. He said "Dun worry baby. I love you so much. Have a gd rest k. Muackz"
I cried & at the same time i feel touched, overwhelmed & grateful to have him. I knew he loves me alot & i nobody would have his replace. I have to be more thankful & appreciate him more!
Please forgive me baby for the bad things i've done! I love you so much, i do & i still do..
