It's about ME

It's never easy in this life to make people that we love to stay happy.
I may looked as though as I'm sturborn but deep down inside I'm still listening.
I really hope that i can go thru this!

January Year 2010

I still don't know whether it is good yr for me or not.! Celebrating yr 2010 with La Familia was awesome, another bonding time with them.

I've been very busy eversince I changed to a new department. Been working very late everyday just to complete the reports & still lots of things to learn. I knew that I will be stressed, exhausted, anxiety sooner or later with this new job. But I hope I'm taking this positively eventhough the job is going to control me.! Definitely one day i will be depriving for time! haha

Thanks to my dearest fiancée, my parents and Fatt for being supportive bout it. Their advices helps me lots. I hope that I won't abandon my baby for so long nevertheless thank you once again baby for being understanding..

I prayed that I passed my exams & hopefully I don't need to retake again! :>

Looking forward to his birthday and hope to meet my gfs soon. Missed all my babies!! Muacckkkzzz...

It's just the beginning of the year, lots of things to look forward though...

Year 2010

A brand new year.. Lotsa things to look forward!!!

It's Two Years

So many things has happened, so many things that i've been thru... Is this called fate..? Am i being paid off or is it the worth of patience! What more can i ask?

God has given me a special gift. He shed some light in my life. His there whenever i need him, his there to lend me his shoulder when i'm down, his always there when i need him.. Every single day I'm falling in love again and again...

Tears rolling down and i said shukur alhamdullilah.. May allah bless our marriage and till death do us apart..
I love you very much baby!

Holy Month

The month that i looked forward has finally arrived. A month that i really need to focus to become a better person, not to leave any of the 5 times prayers, be a patient person, used the words tactfully, forgive & forget. Although it sounds simple but its not as easy as that.
Its only the second day of Ramadhan and it tested lots of my patience. I am not angry but emotionally tortured. Hopefully i will go thru this, insyallah..

3rd Quarter of 2009

Time is running too fast. I'm still catching the time.

The courses has ended. Waiting for the examinations period and i will be back to busy.

Fasting month is around the corner. And it means that my birthday is coming. Oh gosh.. Another year older. I really not looking forward for it!

At the same time, i am excited for Ellis's wedding and Eqah's will be next. Just wondering between Radia, Shaizah and me, who will be the next??

May we stay as friends forever eventhough we will be busy with our marriage life.

And lastly, maybe i haven't said this for very long,I Love Ya Gals very much. I may not be close to either one of you but we have built this friendship for years therefore i treasured this and is locked in my heart forever.

Something Amiss

These few days, i felt exhausted. I had to wake up earlier than my usual timing. Cooked in the morning for my siblings and nieces, make my own coffee and ensure everything is ok before heading to work.

I missed my parents especially mum. I missed her coffee, she will packed food for my lunch every morning. And I missed those times she used to nag at me.

Today morning i have to prepare packed food for my sis and for myself. I really felt something missing.

I just can't stop holding my tears. Maybe some people don't understand why i am emotional. It is because mum never go for a long trip apart from the pilgrimage to Mecca, that was about 11 years ago.

I prayed for their safety. I just can't wait for them to return.