.....

I wanna run as much as i can,
Trying not look back..
But i dunno why i am still here..
It cuts like a knife,
The pain is unbearable..
Learn as much as i could,
To let go everything i had..
I don't deserve this..
I hate this part here..

Bitter but Sweet

Sometimes i almost give up
but thinking of those sweet things happened,
i cast aside those unhappiness..
Sometimes i sat down and think,
am i asking too much?
Or am i being egotistic?
Am i frustated with work & study?
But i thought i am..
Seeing you today with a stalk of flower,
and a card saying 'I'm sorry baby'..
The tears rolling down,
and i became speechless..
Nevertheless you are still the person i love..
Thank you for brightened up my day..

No words...

I truly understand you..
The utter words deeply hurt..
Deep down inside you're the only one..
No more words, but i knew, i knew it...

Looking for time...

Its been almost 24/7 spending my time doing work. Not enough time in the office, got to bring back home. Aaaarrggghhh... Dateline here & there, i am getting no life..

I have to divide my time for study too. Examination is around the corner. Hopefully that i can make it, insyallah..

I've been having backache, tension headace & anxiety for the past few weeks... I felt abit better this week after taking Baby's advice.

I just hope that everyday will be a good day for me! Pray with me...

I'm Relieved

After a few months of planning, the day has arrived. I'm glad that baby's bday goes well. Thanks to his familia for their effort. I really appreciate it..

I won't forget how surprised he was especially those smiles on his face.
Happy Bday Baby... I love ya very much...

I hope you will still believe that i am for real dear... *muackzzz*

Year 2009

A new resolution and new me...

New hopes will come true...

Ending of 2008'

Half of my dreams are fulfilled.

And definitely Year 2008 is a fantastic & memorable ones...

Happy New Year to everyone.. May you have a prosperous year ahead..