It's what I wanna SAY! 2014..

Life it's been good so far. Appreciating all those bitter & sweet memories. Let bygones be bygones. That way makes me feel calm & ease. Moving forward to a better way & still learning to be a better person! Shukur alhamdullilah I thanked Allah swt for all those extra rezeki, health, time & becoming for who I am today. I don't need a luxury bags or branded clothes or fancy car to make me feel happy. BUT that Feeling so much blessed to have a good family, in-laws, husband, son & friends who are still here listening & stayed by my side. I always prayed that all the people I loved would be safe always! I will blog whenever I feel like doing it. Ciao...

Wonderful Holiday 2013

Hubby asked me what to do with the money received of 10 year award service. I chose to go to Europe & at the same time is for my belated birthday last year. Hehe. Actually I'm feeling so bad to ask for a gift even bcoz everything is prepared for. Lol. The preparation and packing was rather earlier. I don't want to miss a thing especially travelling with a toddler. I'm more worried bout my son's behaviour and his necessities. But alhamdullilah it's not that bad. Shukur alhamdullilah, sampai jugak Europe. I've been dreaming to go there. And we were so lucky that we went to few countries & cities. London, Paris, Zurich, Venice, Milan, Lake Como. Thank you abang for planning this trip. And now Eversince we came back from Europe we wish that we would be able to return again. Hehe. Da kemaruk.. For the first time since married this is our first long holiday and with our dear son to ourselves. Feeling much closer & I can feel the love is stronger. Feeling as though as the holiday is like our honeymoon. I love you and thank you so much hubby for making everything possible. I'm so blessed to have you and our cute son.

Year 2012

Another 45mins, it will be a new year. Year 2012 has been a good year for me. Of course there's always ups & down. But managed to overcome it.

For this year, i am greatful to be a full-time mum & wife. Thanks to my hubby for giving this apportunity to take care of my own child eventhough initially i disagree at first. After all this long, i came to appreciate it. Learning about my own child & at the same time taking care of my marriage.

May year 2013 filled with great health, prosperous, love, joy & happiness.

Lil Boy Turns One on 30Nov

Dear son, Ummi will always pray for your safety, health, be hardworking, study diligently, success in everything you do, not only in dunia but in akhirat too.

Eventhough there are times i felt frustated, tired, impatient nevertheless i am giving all out to take care of you and give you the best i can. Giving birth to you is an
unforgettable experience tht i will remember for the rest of my life!

Ummi and Abbi love you very much..

July 2012

It's been too long since my last blog. Maybe i've forgotten that i have blogs! Nahh.. I'm just giving all sorts of excuses. Busy becoming a good wife & mum. Hehe.

Maybe i'm just contented with what i had. Still thinking what i wanna do in future, earning some $$ while being full time wife & mum. Truthfully, i'm a lazy person, not so sure whether i can do it! But i know i can always try, hubby will always support whatever things i do except working outside ehh. He wants me to take care of our baby.

Taking care of my son turning 8mths soon. Now his super active, always got things in mind. I will always remember the first time i held him & he was only 2.6kg. Feeling emotionally when i looked at him when he is asleep. He's growing too fast, i wish that the time goes slower. Cherish & treasure his cuteness as much as i can. Will miss it when he grows older.

Ok have to go now.Insyallah will blog more often when i have the time.

New Status

It's Nearly to a month that my status changed to Mrs. It is unbelievable that I have a hubby.

Maybe the reason why I felt the same way bcos of there's not so much changes. We still went out shopping, watch movie & just like we used to date. The changes is that there's extra house work but he still helped me though.

I'm sure there will be more changes sooner or later. Expect the unexpected, hopefully good things will come, bad things we can overcome, Insyallah..

Ending of 2010

Blogging in advance as I would be busy for the next few days to year end.

Year 2010 has been a good year for me despite some of unpleasant things that are unavoidable. My prayers are answered. Alhamdullilah shukur especially when my resolutions are achieved.

Thank you so much. I'm looking forward to the new year of 2011.

It's this month

Finally month of December has arrived. I did have lots of fun for the past few weeks. I'm exhausted but happy. Everyday is like busy day for me.

Celebrated my GFs birthday, enjoying my time with them. This year was different not like any other years, simple but nice celebration.

Exchanged the project thingy with dear fiancee. It's our anniversary. This time, I looked forward and excited for it. I felt so touched and almost cried when I go thru the albums. Take care baby, I could never exchange you. Thank you for being here by my side. I hope that you like Our Journey album from me.

This year resolutions it has been achieved. Looking forward to next year's new resolutions.

Time to let go

Time to change and throw old things and replace new ones. I felt so emotional but at the same time, i felt secured. I prayed good things will come...

Mth of Dec 2010

It is going to the end of the year soon. As per usual, December would always be a month with lots of special occasion. This year end would be extra busy for me.

I am excited, not because shopping for the wedding gifts but looking forward for next month. My suggestions for me & him to do a project & exchange it on that special day. Lots of things & ideas in my mind right now. I hope it turns out well...

I'm loving and loving him more.. I know he adores me so much too therefore I must be the best for him! I thanked god and very glad that I met him.. 

New hobby

It's been awhile I blogged since the last login. I was really busy in the previous job.

Now new job has given me lots of time for me to search lots of things on my free time. Eventhough I know that it will only last me for the next few months.

Well now I'm not even busy for the wedding but I'm real busy following up with the Korean drama and songs. Ya I became very crazy for them. The truth and fact is my feeling is totally different, they make me fell in love with them. I really enjoyed my time now even Bf can't even be bothered with me. But I am glad Bf still listened to me when I shared my views for these Korean singers and actors. Seriously I'm in love with Nichkun and Jang Geun Suk. Sorry dearest Bf, I have to share my love other than you.. Lol.. But I still love you more.. Hehe..

June 2010

Time flies real fast! Things hasn't been great lately but actually it is not so bad.

Previous job drives me crazy and even after i left the organisation, i heard the worst and unpleasant things of me. I can't stop people from talking but god knows what i am doing and how hard i have been trying! I prayed that they will realised, just one day..
New career seems good, better prospect but i hope this is the right one. Now i am still learning new things, new knowledge and an interesting industry. I hope i don't need to stay work till very late. Looks like lots of work and processing to do nevertheless i'm looking on the bright side.

Gonna be end of June soon. I'm left with less than a year for the wedding preparations. So far so good, on my side some things are booked. I am glad that i had wonderful parents and siblings got involved and it really makes my life easier.

In the next few months, the examination results will be out. Few thousands spent on the studies, hopefully it doesn't waste at all. My older sister just graduated, i envied her for the time she took to study and at the same time taking care of her 3 kids.
Looking forward for everyday be it good or bad.. Everyday is a learning day.. Alhamdullilah i am learning to take things lightly and positively.. :)

1st quarter of 2010

This month will be the end of 3rd quarter. Time is running too fast!
It also means that by end of this month would be my 3rd month in accounts department.
I dunno how I should feel about my job, it's indescribable. The job is making me busy till I don't even have time for myself. I always had irregular meals and exhausted most of the times. I'm thankful that he understands me for not having the usual time. I've been always looking forward for weekend. That's the time that I could sleep as much as I want! I prayed that I could go through this for now.
Will be meeting my gfs soon. I can't wait to meet them, missed them very very much..
Oh ya I can't wait to go for a short getaway too this month. Yahhooooo.. Patience is a virtue. I Noe that one day everything would all be alrite!

It's about ME

It's never easy in this life to make people that we love to stay happy.
I may looked as though as I'm sturborn but deep down inside I'm still listening.
I really hope that i can go thru this!

January Year 2010

I still don't know whether it is good yr for me or not.! Celebrating yr 2010 with La Familia was awesome, another bonding time with them.

I've been very busy eversince I changed to a new department. Been working very late everyday just to complete the reports & still lots of things to learn. I knew that I will be stressed, exhausted, anxiety sooner or later with this new job. But I hope I'm taking this positively eventhough the job is going to control me.! Definitely one day i will be depriving for time! haha

Thanks to my dearest fiancée, my parents and Fatt for being supportive bout it. Their advices helps me lots. I hope that I won't abandon my baby for so long nevertheless thank you once again baby for being understanding..

I prayed that I passed my exams & hopefully I don't need to retake again! :>

Looking forward to his birthday and hope to meet my gfs soon. Missed all my babies!! Muacckkkzzz...

It's just the beginning of the year, lots of things to look forward though...

Year 2010

A brand new year.. Lotsa things to look forward!!!

It's Two Years

So many things has happened, so many things that i've been thru... Is this called fate..? Am i being paid off or is it the worth of patience! What more can i ask?

God has given me a special gift. He shed some light in my life. His there whenever i need him, his there to lend me his shoulder when i'm down, his always there when i need him.. Every single day I'm falling in love again and again...

Tears rolling down and i said shukur alhamdullilah.. May allah bless our marriage and till death do us apart..
I love you very much baby!

Holy Month

The month that i looked forward has finally arrived. A month that i really need to focus to become a better person, not to leave any of the 5 times prayers, be a patient person, used the words tactfully, forgive & forget. Although it sounds simple but its not as easy as that.
Its only the second day of Ramadhan and it tested lots of my patience. I am not angry but emotionally tortured. Hopefully i will go thru this, insyallah..

3rd Quarter of 2009

Time is running too fast. I'm still catching the time.

The courses has ended. Waiting for the examinations period and i will be back to busy.

Fasting month is around the corner. And it means that my birthday is coming. Oh gosh.. Another year older. I really not looking forward for it!

At the same time, i am excited for Ellis's wedding and Eqah's will be next. Just wondering between Radia, Shaizah and me, who will be the next??

May we stay as friends forever eventhough we will be busy with our marriage life.

And lastly, maybe i haven't said this for very long,I Love Ya Gals very much. I may not be close to either one of you but we have built this friendship for years therefore i treasured this and is locked in my heart forever.

Something Amiss

These few days, i felt exhausted. I had to wake up earlier than my usual timing. Cooked in the morning for my siblings and nieces, make my own coffee and ensure everything is ok before heading to work.

I missed my parents especially mum. I missed her coffee, she will packed food for my lunch every morning. And I missed those times she used to nag at me.

Today morning i have to prepare packed food for my sis and for myself. I really felt something missing.

I just can't stop holding my tears. Maybe some people don't understand why i am emotional. It is because mum never go for a long trip apart from the pilgrimage to Mecca, that was about 11 years ago.

I prayed for their safety. I just can't wait for them to return.