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New Status

2011-04-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

It's Nearly to a month that my status changed to Mrs. It is unbelievable that I have a hubby.

Maybe the reason why I felt the same way bcos of there's not so much changes. We still went out shopping, watch movie & just like we used to date. The changes is that there's extra house work but he still helped me though.

I'm sure there will be more changes sooner or later. Expect the unexpected, hopefully good things will come, bad things we can overcome, Insyallah..

Ending of 2010

2010-12-27T14:55:00.001+08:00

Blogging in advance as I would be busy for the next few days to year end.

Year 2010 has been a good year for me despite some of unpleasant things that are unavoidable. My prayers are answered. Alhamdullilah shukur especially when my resolutions are achieved.

Thank you so much. I'm looking forward to the new year of 2011.

It's this month

2010-12-16T11:11:00.001+08:00

Finally month of December has arrived. I did have lots of fun for the past few weeks. I'm exhausted but happy. Everyday is like busy day for me.

Celebrated my GFs birthday, enjoying my time with them. This year was different not like any other years, simple but nice celebration.

Exchanged the project thingy with dear fiancee. It's our anniversary. This time, I looked forward and excited for it. I felt so touched and almost cried when I go thru the albums. Take care baby, I could never exchange you. Thank you for being here by my side. I hope that you like Our Journey album from me.

This year resolutions it has been achieved. Looking forward to next year's new resolutions.

Time to let go

2010-11-07T15:47:00.002+08:00

Time to change and throw old things and replace new ones. I felt so emotional but at the same time, i felt secured. I prayed good things will come...

Mth of Dec 2010

2010-11-02T15:31:00.001+08:00

It is going to the end of the year soon. As per usual, December would always be a month with lots of special occasion. This year end would be extra busy for me.

I am excited, not because shopping for the wedding gifts but looking forward for next month. My suggestions for me & him to do a project & exchange it on that special day. Lots of things & ideas in my mind right now. I hope it turns out well...

I'm loving and loving him more.. I know he adores me so much too therefore I must be the best for him! I thanked god and very glad that I met him.. 

New hobby

2010-10-19T17:10:00.001+08:00

It's been awhile I blogged since the last login. I was really busy in the previous job.

Now new job has given me lots of time for me to search lots of things on my free time. Eventhough I know that it will only last me for the next few months.

Well now I'm not even busy for the wedding but I'm real busy following up with the Korean drama and songs. Ya I became very crazy for them. The truth and fact is my feeling is totally different, they make me fell in love with them. I really enjoyed my time now even Bf can't even be bothered with me. But I am glad Bf still listened to me when I shared my views for these Korean singers and actors. Seriously I'm in love with Nichkun and Jang Geun Suk. Sorry dearest Bf, I have to share my love other than you.. Lol.. But I still love you more.. Hehe..

June 2010

2010-06-13T17:40:00.005+08:00

Time flies real fast! Things hasn't been great lately but actually it is not so bad.

Previous job drives me crazy and even after i left the organisation, i heard the worst and unpleasant things of me. I can't stop people from talking but god knows what i am doing and how hard i have been trying! I prayed that they will realised, just one day..
New career seems good, better prospect but i hope this is the right one. Now i am still learning new things, new knowledge and an interesting industry. I hope i don't need to stay work till very late. Looks like lots of work and processing to do nevertheless i'm looking on the bright side.

Gonna be end of June soon. I'm left with less than a year for the wedding preparations. So far so good, on my side some things are booked. I am glad that i had wonderful parents and siblings got involved and it really makes my life easier.

In the next few months, the examination results will be out. Few thousands spent on the studies, hopefully it doesn't waste at all. My older sister just graduated, i envied her for the time she took to study and at the same time taking care of her 3 kids.
Looking forward for everyday be it good or bad.. Everyday is a learning day.. Alhamdullilah i am learning to take things lightly and positively.. :)

1st quarter of 2010

2010-03-01T09:31:00.002+08:00

This month will be the end of 3rd quarter. Time is running too fast!
It also means that by end of this month would be my 3rd month in accounts department.
I dunno how I should feel about my job, it's indescribable. The job is making me busy till I don't even have time for myself. I always had irregular meals and exhausted most of the times. I'm thankful that he understands me for not having the usual time. I've been always looking forward for weekend. That's the time that I could sleep as much as I want! I prayed that I could go through this for now.
Will be meeting my gfs soon. I can't wait to meet them, missed them very very much..
Oh ya I can't wait to go for a short getaway too this month. Yahhooooo.. Patience is a virtue. I Noe that one day everything would all be alrite!

It's about ME

2010-02-16T10:51:00.001+08:00

It's never easy in this life to make people that we love to stay happy.
I may looked as though as I'm sturborn but deep down inside I'm still listening.
I really hope that i can go thru this!

January Year 2010

2010-01-10T16:58:00.006+08:00

I still don't know whether it is good yr for me or not.! Celebrating yr 2010 with La Familia was awesome, another bonding time with them.

I've been very busy eversince I changed to a new department. Been working very late everyday just to complete the reports & still lots of things to learn. I knew that I will be stressed, exhausted, anxiety sooner or later with this new job. But I hope I'm taking this positively eventhough the job is going to control me.! Definitely one day i will be depriving for time! haha

Thanks to my dearest fiancée, my parents and Fatt for being supportive bout it. Their advices helps me lots. I hope that I won't abandon my baby for so long nevertheless thank you once again baby for being understanding..

I prayed that I passed my exams & hopefully I don't need to retake again! :>

Looking forward to his birthday and hope to meet my gfs soon. Missed all my babies!! Muacckkkzzz...

It's just the beginning of the year, lots of things to look forward though...

Year 2010

2010-01-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

A brand new year.. Lotsa things to look forward!!!

It's Two Years

2009-12-02T09:56:00.003+08:00

So many things has happened, so many things that i've been thru... Is this called fate..? Am i being paid off or is it the worth of patience! What more can i ask?

God has given me a special gift. He shed some light in my life. His there whenever i need him, his there to lend me his shoulder when i'm down, his always there when i need him.. Every single day I'm falling in love again and again...

Tears rolling down and i said shukur alhamdullilah.. May allah bless our marriage and till death do us apart..
I love you very much baby!

Holy Month

2009-08-23T16:57:00.001+08:00

The month that i looked forward has finally arrived. A month that i really need to focus to become a better person, not to leave any of the 5 times prayers, be a patient person, used the words tactfully, forgive & forget. Although it sounds simple but its not as easy as that.
Its only the second day of Ramadhan and it tested lots of my patience. I am not angry but emotionally tortured. Hopefully i will go thru this, insyallah..

3rd Quarter of 2009

2009-07-18T14:23:00.001+08:00

Time is running too fast. I'm still catching the time.

The courses has ended. Waiting for the examinations period and i will be back to busy.

Fasting month is around the corner. And it means that my birthday is coming. Oh gosh.. Another year older. I really not looking forward for it!

At the same time, i am excited for Ellis's wedding and Eqah's will be next. Just wondering between Radia, Shaizah and me, who will be the next??

May we stay as friends forever eventhough we will be busy with our marriage life.

And lastly, maybe i haven't said this for very long,I Love Ya Gals very much. I may not be close to either one of you but we have built this friendship for years therefore i treasured this and is locked in my heart forever.

Something Amiss

2009-06-18T13:45:00.003+08:00

These few days, i felt exhausted. I had to wake up earlier than my usual timing. Cooked in the morning for my siblings and nieces, make my own coffee and ensure everything is ok before heading to work.

I missed my parents especially mum. I missed her coffee, she will packed food for my lunch every morning. And I missed those times she used to nag at me.

Today morning i have to prepare packed food for my sis and for myself. I really felt something missing.

I just can't stop holding my tears. Maybe some people don't understand why i am emotional. It is because mum never go for a long trip apart from the pilgrimage to Mecca, that was about 11 years ago.

I prayed for their safety. I just can't wait for them to return.

Gonna Be Better

2009-06-02T13:34:00.004+08:00

Today I just completed my 2nd exam. Right after i finished it, i knew that i won't be able to make it! Its not that i didn't do the revision but out of sudden, my mind is blank! And the worse of all, the subject that i revised, everything comes out. Its like a nightmare. Sigh..

I really need to prepare now and retake this exam.. Pray for me!!!

.....

2009-04-05T11:48:00.002+08:00

I wanna run as much as i can,
Trying not look back..
But i dunno why i am still here..
It cuts like a knife,
The pain is unbearable..
Learn as much as i could,
To let go everything i had..
I don't deserve this..
I hate this part here..

Bitter but Sweet

2009-04-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i almost give up
but thinking of those sweet things happened,
i cast aside those unhappiness..
Sometimes i sat down and think,
am i asking too much?
Or am i being egotistic?
Am i frustated with work & study?
But i thought i am..
Seeing you today with a stalk of flower,
and a card saying 'I'm sorry baby'..
The tears rolling down,
and i became speechless..
Nevertheless you are still the person i love..
Thank you for brightened up my day..

No words...

2009-03-08T16:03:00.002+08:00

I truly understand you..
The utter words deeply hurt..
Deep down inside you're the only one..
No more words, but i knew, i knew it...

Looking for time...

2009-02-21T02:26:00.002+08:00

Its been almost 24/7 spending my time doing work. Not enough time in the office, got to bring back home. Aaaarrggghhh... Dateline here & there, i am getting no life..

I have to divide my time for study too. Examination is around the corner. Hopefully that i can make it, insyallah..

I've been having backache, tension headace & anxiety for the past few weeks... I felt abit better this week after taking Baby's advice.

I just hope that everyday will be a good day for me! Pray with me...

I'm Relieved

2009-01-21T21:27:00.003+08:00

After a few months of planning, the day has arrived. I'm glad that baby's bday goes well. Thanks to his familia for their effort. I really appreciate it..

I won't forget how surprised he was especially those smiles on his face.
Happy Bday Baby... I love ya very much...

I hope you will still believe that i am for real dear... *muackzzz*

Year 2009

2009-01-12T13:33:00.001+08:00

A new resolution and new me...

New hopes will come true...

Ending of 2008'

2008-12-27T00:36:00.004+08:00

Half of my dreams are fulfilled.

And definitely Year 2008 is a fantastic & memorable ones...

Happy New Year to everyone.. May you have a prosperous year ahead..

Happy Anniversary

2008-12-02T13:24:00.001+08:00

I did'nt regret to know you,
In fact i thank god that i found you,
Loving you with an unconditioned love,
As you are the best love ever...

Thank you for loving me baby...
Love me till your heartbeat stops..
Don't be afraid,
As i will hold your hands till the end...

Happy Anniversary Sweetheart,
I love you very much...

The Greatest Pain In life....

2008-11-23T16:03:00.001+08:00

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten...
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement...
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi"...
When you show someone your innermost thoughts
and they laugh in your face...
For friends to always be
too busy to console you,
when you need someone to lift your spirits...
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you...

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life...
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them...
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others...

Fly Like A Bird....

2008-11-17T08:57:00.002+08:00

Move freely,
Fly freely,
I won't force,
Nor asked to stay,
Its not the first time,
But its been a few times,
I really hate this,
Don't you understand,
Why don't you get it,
Please don't hurt me,
I am scared, i really do..

You're Still The One

2008-11-07T13:20:00.005+08:00

I maybe bad,
I maybe mean,
I maybe sarcarstic,
I maybe unreasonable at times,
But i am accepting you for who you are,
It doesn't matter who you are,
a friend, bestfriend or boyfriend,
No matter what i am in any situation,
I am still a friend that you can rely on,
Trust me coz you're still the one that i will turn to...

Have Time but No Time

2008-10-25T18:48:00.001+08:00

Been busy since Ramadhan. Even today parents still jalan raya but me blogging & trying to do research.

Work - Pissed me lots of time. Being patient and still looking around!!

School - First lesson starts on last Thursday. Its gonna be difficult but trying to get the hang of it.

Birthday - Oh no, all the birthdays are around the corner. Soon my bank digits will be lesser. Hehe... Hopefully its not and i am so excited of their birthdays.

It will be 2009 in the next few months. How time flies!! 2009' will be a busy year..

And lastly i would like to tell everyone that i am so much in love with this song, LUCKY from Colbie Caillat & Jason Mraz!! Hehe.. Especially this part;

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

And baby, why i love so much with this song is because it is remeniscence of us. I hope you will love it too!!

Lastly to my GFS, i love ya all very much.. Even when we are far, i cherished those moments & time that we have spent. Muackkkzzzzz...

Few Days To Hari Raya

2008-09-25T22:16:00.004+08:00

Feels so stress now, so little time but lots of things to spick & span in the house. What have i done for the past few weeks?? I really dunno, maybe i feel that it is still too early to start everything.

Last week on Friday, just started helping mum to make two cookies from 10pm till 6am and Saturday woke up in noon & i got to be ready to mit BF for break fast.

Next day helped out my bro & SIL for Doll Me Up workshop. This time i have to be the Model, cashier & assist some of the students with their makeup. Very, very the exhausted though but i am still enjoying it.

Today i am on MC but after resting in the morning, i feel much more better. In the noon, i make my own cookies, Oreo Truffle. A bit disappointed coz it does'nt turn own the way it is but its still ok, the taste is not that awful.

Gtg... Here's some pix from the Doll Me Up workshop. Happy viewing.

Bro & SIL - Set Up

Before MakeUp

After MakeUp

25th Birthday Celebration

2008-09-07T17:03:00.005+08:00

I am super busy since the first bday celebration. Trying to blog now and it will be a long entry.
Thank you all... A memorable moments, it will always be treasured.

Celebration of August babies at work. Unexpected that there will be 2 celebration before i knock off from work at noon. One with whole office and another one with close colleagues.

An advance celebration as my bday falls on eve of Ramadhan. I decided to celebrate earlier with the gals.
I was blindfolded, the scary part when i was about to step my feet on the boat, i feel like i am falling to the sea. Thank god i am still alive, somehow someone managed to grab my hand... Kekeke... A nice experience dinner on the boat, followed by karaoke & last surprise at Clark Quay then we headed to Attica. I don't expect the last surprise to be blindfolded too okie!!
And of course i am speechless, lost of words and i don't even know how to react!

On the way to Boat

Dinner on the boat

After the blindfold and sang me a bday song

Cake by the river (Clarke Quay)

Attica

Thanks for being part of my life

The next celebration with my baby on that friday, in the morning he asked me to drive to East Coast, reached home at 3pm and got ready to meet him again. Well don't know actually where i am heading to. But my instinct tells me that his gonna bring me to a place that i really wanted to go! This time round i nearly fall in tears.

He left these flowers on the seat

He look gorgeous

We reached the Jewel Box

I felt contented

Our Main Course in the cable car

Surprise by the 3rd course menu

The next day went to S'pore Flyer and guess i meet who after the ride??
The Tickets

Us

His busy clicking away

From above view

What is she trying to do??

Met her again after their movie.. Thank you babe, you're so sweet..

Counting one, two...

2008-08-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

On 23rd August 2008, it was the first birthday celebration. It was a superb ones with western cooking at Hafiz's crib. I can say a delicious hearty meal. I felt overwhelm & touched with their suprises.

Baked chezzy chix & Garlic bread

Baked Pasta

Pastry

His baking the cake

Bday cake

Thank you friends

On 24th August 2008, SIL required me to be her model at Royal Plaza on Scotts Hotel. I guess SIL had so much fun dolling me up. After the demo, SIL & brother treat me lunch (Sunday Branch) at Carousel.

Her class

SIL & ME (Before makeup)

After MakeUp

Pose 1

Pose 2

Pose 3

Thanks for the lunch

I had a great weekend... I wonder what will be the next celebration like??

Continue now

2008-08-22T21:39:00.017+08:00

At last my baby got me a new CPU. Now i got lots of time to surf net. Wehoooo...

So where did i stop?? Oh ya i was tagged by Eqah so i shall do it now!! Hehe

* Answer questions below, do a Google Image Search with ur answer, take a pic from the 1st pg of the results & do it with minimal words of explanation.

1) The age you will be on ur next birthday : 25

2) A plc you would like to travel : Paris

3) Your favourite plc : Beach

4) Your favorite food : Western Food

5) Your favourite colours : Green & rainbows

6) Your favourite pc of clothing : Simple & nice

7) Your favourite song : Thank god i found u

8) Your favourite tv shows : Prison Break

9) 1st name of ur significant other : Baby Boy

10) The town in which u live in : Lucky Town

11) Your screen name/nickname : Irin

12) Your first job : Customer Service Assistant

13) Your dream job : Own Business

14) A habit you have : Sniff

15) Your worst fears : Emotional

16) The one thing you'd like to do before you die: Pilgrimage

17) The first thing you'll buy if you get $10000 00: Travel around the world

18) And lastly now to anyone who wanna try this! Keke

Birthday Wish For 2008

2008-07-15T13:58:00.003+08:00

Its 3rd quarter now and another month to August. And yah i am turning to 25th this year, a year older. Lots of bitter & sweet things happened.

I hope this year i can celebrate with the gals, enjoying day or night with so much fun & memories. I don't want which either one of us have to wait for each other. Its not only for me but i want everyone to be happy. I don't need anyone to surprise me with expensive or exclusive place but somewhere that everyone will gather & enjoy. A day which everyone is available & not tiring.

I am wondering what will he do for me for my birthday? Will he make me happy? If he were, he is the first guy to celebrate with me. Like what Radz said, he could be the first & the last one.. Insyallah, i do hope so...

Just wondering, will we be spending time for our birthdays for the next few years?? I don't know but i just got a feeling maybe yes but with couples... Hhhhmmmm.. But it is still alrite, as long as we stick together everthing should be fine!!

Double Date 250608

2008-06-27T13:14:00.004+08:00

Actually i am forcing myself to blog now. Since my PC at home is spoilt, i can only surf internet during my lunch time. Kesian ekh!!

Wanna meet the gals but it is very difficult bcoz of our busy schedule! Hopefully one fine day..

It was a last minute double date. Eqah text me on Tuesday and we meet up the next day! Coincidence Hamsa & Aid is off on that day. Supposedly Hamsa have to go to his "Office" but i managed to persuade him to agree on the double date. Hehe.. Sweet of him, he agreed to it.

On the day itself, we met at Plaza Singapura and had dinner at Manhattan. I can still feel the food till now coz we ordered the food like we have never eaten for many months! Hehehe... Of course Eqah & me, we update lots of things. We catch a movie 'You Don't Mess wz Zohan' after dinner.

The food, movie & company is great. I really enjoyed myself!! And yah, Hamsa have a new name, Sanio, Giant's & Daeramon's friend! Muahahaha...

Next Trip

2008-06-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for the next trip to Bintan. Booked tickets & bought some stuffs for the trip. Been counting down days & week.. Hehehe..

Babes, we have to meet alrite after i come back.. *smile*

PS: Hey babes, just don't care bout the lady whom commented bout me! She has nothing better to do, lots of time to read & comments.. Hehehe..
Have a gd day girlfriends...

Have You Ever Feel This?

2008-05-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

Have you ever feel that someone whom you're very close seems to be far away. Actually i felt it for quite sometime. Feeling left out at all times. But i don't want to make it big nor being sensitive. I chose to ignore this feeling but as time goes by, it really makes me think. I've spoken to the someone but commented i am being sensitive. Well thats fine, still i can accept the advices and told me talk and discuss bout it.

Sigh... I really dunno till when i am gonna feel this. Whatever it is i still treasured the little things that i thru!

Myself

2008-05-05T13:33:00.002+08:00

I hate to do feel this. I feel damn bored this few weeks & i am lacked of attention! Maybe bf just started doing his business & most of his off days his out with his partner. Something that i have to get used to be by myself. Sigh...

It seems that i am being far from anyone. Nowadays i like to keep everything to myself. Do you think that i am getting weird? I dunno weather i am being sensitve?

Whatever it is still under control...

Well i tink i am missing my babes now!!!

Go Away Pain

2008-04-23T13:25:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I just taken painkiller for the cramp pains! I could'nt bear the pain. Thinking of taking MC but second thought, i will be alright after an hour!
I am extremely fragile now..

Oh pain please go away!! Sob.. Sob ;(

Looking Forward

2008-04-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

Had a great time & mood this few weeks but not a gd health. Nice camping & barbeque with gd accompany in early April.
Last Tuesday just booked & paid the trip to Bintan. I can't wait till June! Hopefully i will have a nice time. *smile*

First Quarter Year

2008-04-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

Wow... Time flies so fast like everything happened in one blink. Just refreshing back for what have i done in the last few months!

Of course now i am so much joyful & comfortable with what i had!
My family will always encourage & support me for the things that i do. Every month will meet SNB Babes as usual. And he will always be there for me even how busy he is!

I am overwhelmed with gratitude even there's so much hiccups here & there.. Thank you everyone for completing my life... *Muacks*

Dunno Why?

2008-03-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

This few days i just dunno why i think so much. I don't even know what i am thinking or angry about! Maybe if other people read this, think i must be crazy. I have this unsured feelings that makes me feel emotional & temperamental. Definitely this is not me. Why each of every month of pmsing? Hhmm.. Answerable question!

I pitied him & realised i should'nt throw those harsh words to him. I swear i really don't mean it. I knew his hurt, he can still bear with me & consoled me, apologised even its not his fault.

He always said i've a choice to choose not to be angry.! Sigh... I knew i need to change this stupid attitude. I am angry with myself now..

I received a text message from his last night before i went to bed. He said "Dun worry baby. I love you so much. Have a gd rest k. Muackz"
I cried & at the same time i feel touched, overwhelmed & grateful to have him. I knew he loves me alot & i nobody would have his replace. I have to be more thankful & appreciate him more!

Please forgive me baby for the bad things i've done! I love you so much, i do & i still do..

What Happen Now??

2008-03-24T13:19:00.002+08:00

Its been quite awhile since the last blogging! Why isit huh?? Its because of my system at home is down & at the same time i have no time blogging at work! Waiting for boyfriend to come to my house & repair back CPU! Hhhmmm... Need lots of patient indeed... Hehehe..

Last Friday, went to pasir ris theme park with eqah, aizah & erlina. Had so much fun with them.

This few weekends i will be at home due to boyfriend busy working! Will make use of the time to read finish all my novels. I will bring my mum anywhere she wanna go!

Can't wait for the next camping... Yeah! Looking forward to it.. Hopefully everything goes well... *smile*

SNB chalet on 2-4March 08

2008-03-05T17:20:00.005+08:00

I had a really great time wz those babes!! This time all of us are sharing happy stories. Not like the last 3 years, crying sessions & Erlina you don't need to shower anyone okie!! As you can see we also have orange & yellow theme...!Kekeke...
Hope to have this bonding session again!

Luv ya gals so much!! Muackkzzzz...
Anyway thanks Eqa for uploading the pixes ealier!!

Our Journey

2008-02-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Its been few months we've been together. Lots of things that we did together. I am falling each day & everyday.
Obstacles here & there, making us feel insecure or having doubts. Believing in yourself, faithful & trust is the most important things.
My words or sarcastic remarks may hurt but it does'nt mean anything. I maybe emotional, crazy at times. Its just the way i am. And i know you love it so much.
I love you for the way you are. I love the way you concern bout me, understanding, listening & sharing good & bad times & spending our time together!
Be strong baby, we will go thru thick & thin together. I won't let you handle it alone without me!
Thank you for loving me baby. One of the most appreciate things in my life! Muackzz..

Sensitive!!!

2008-02-05T14:40:00.000+08:00

Feeling so depressed & emotional maybe its PMSing.. I am angry at something that need to be explain. People may find me petty but i don't care. Friends who knows me well will understand what i feel. I have my own reasons to feel this. My heart feels ache when the feeling is just not right. I am a normal person who have feelings!! I really need someone to overcome this,,, I NEED HELP!!!!!!

Memorable Ones

2008-02-04T12:46:00.000+08:00

Since two weeks i came back from Hong Kong, now only i have the mood to blog! Hehe.. Had a wonderful experience & holiday.. First time taking flight, feel the weather, everything is just fine! The best part is of course shopping..

Wondering when i can go for the next holiday.! HHmmmm...
Happy viewing...

The meaning of sign VIRGO

2008-02-01T12:33:00.000+08:00

Sixth sign of the zodiac

Your element: Earth
Your ruling planet: Mercury
Tarot card corresponding to your sign: The Hermit
Your lucky color: White
Your stone: Diamond

In your sign the Earth, the planet of solidity and realism, allies itself with Mercury to make Virgo the most balanced sign of the zodiac. But be careful - balance doesn't mean that there are no problems. Balance means rather that your problems rarely come from within yourself. Essentially, everything within you is moderation, sensitivity, stability, clarity, and fidelity.

From the Earth you inherit your stability and your fidelity. You have a sense of what's real. You know what suits you, you have a precise and clear idea of your character and of your faults. From Mercury you have received a great talent for logic and clarity. You think things through a lot, particularly before acting. You do not like adventures, the unknown, and the unstable, especially in human relationships and your emotional life.

This makes you someone who is particularly helpless when faced with the frivolity, infidelity and inconstancy of others. You suffer when other people betray you, or are unfaithful or deceitful. If on the other hand you feel yourself to be confident, popular, and well loved, you are capable of great generosity and of giving enormously of yourself and don't think of anything except of giving, offering, of covering with attentions and favors. In these cases, others take advantage of you and you recover with difficulty from a great deception, with wounds that are difficult to heal. You nevertheless know how to give of yourself to others without letting it go too far.

Your relations to the other signs:

Your temperament pushes you to get along with any sign, although some of them will later prove to be dangerous for you. This isn't a reason to avoid them, but being aware will help you to avoid unpleasantness. Therefore you should be careful of Leo, Geminis, and above all of Libras, who can lure you in with their charm and their originality.

You will be able to appreciate certain Tauruses, who may share your taste for stability but who will always be trying to gain control over you. Be careful with Scorpios - avoid their tendency to complicate emotional relations and to cause suffering for pleasure.

This Month

2008-01-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

Baby's bday just over. Glad that everything i planned workout well! Hoping that he enjoy it but i bet he did. The first time in my life to celebrate boyfriend's bday pre-arrange & pre-plan, turn out to be a fabulous ones!
Without the love you gave to me, i won't have the courage to plan for all this! Because you are my precious! Like what you always said, 'Deep inside I am so thankful you came to my life'!

Counting down the days, can't wait for the Hong Kong Trip. After so long plan to go Dubai then change to Greece and at last decided to go Hong Kong! First holiday for this year! At last i'll be taking flight. Yeay... Last nite can't sleep well maybe i am just excited over the trip!

Hopefully everythings goes well, insyallah! I will update bout the trip after i come back!!!

Take care everyone...

Not In The Right Mood

2008-01-11T09:56:00.000+08:00

I am happy that today is Friday but i sense somethings wrong. I really dunno why i am feeling so depressed & offended easily. Is it bcoz of the PMSin? Why am i feeling this?? I really hate to feel this!!

Apologised to anyone whom i'v treated badly especially to my Baby! I hope this feeling won't prolong..! Sigh....

First Entry of Year 2008

2008-01-07T12:56:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to a new & a good year. Things been abit different recently but don't worry everything will still be the same. Somethings to look forward & not backwards. A new bestfriend to tag along with me. Not hoping but just praying that everthings gonna be alrite.

Mum's bday today but i planned a pre-celebration family gathering at home last nite. A surprised as mum are not aware that they're coming over. Siblings & me shared money to buy mum a Bonia bag, the most expensive! Hhhmm... I brought her to BHG to choose on her own taste. Definitely she is very happy as initially she want to buy that bag!

Baby's bday coming, still decide where to go!! Ehehe.. But anyway will make up my mind soon before the day!

Last but not least, my trip to Hong Kong. First holiday of this year. I am so excited as this is the first time taking plane(kesian ekh). Two more weeks to go!! Yeah... Hopefully end of this month to meet up SNB.

End now.. Gtg back work...
Have a nice monday everyone!!!

Year 2007

2007-12-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

Before the clock strikes at 12am, let me end with last blogging for 2007. Year 2007is a blissful & prosperous year for me. Of course not everything is perfect, there is here & there obstacles & repertition.

The beginning of the year(first quarter), i went thru a difficult stage that i have to accept things & move on with new life. The heart aching & breaking, being emotional with impersonal life & stress career.

Soon i met someone, somehow or rather things does'nt workout, i blame myself for the repercussions, maybe i am still in rebound stage. We do have chemistry but we have different perceptions. His trying his best to calm & start afresh over the whole situations but my heart just can't accept it. It end in a good way & we're still friends till now.

In second quarter after two times switching career, finally i found the kind of job i want. Not really that stress & its 5 days office work. The best thing, i meet my best buddy everyday at work, see how close we are! ehehe.. Of course we can't work together coz we're in different department. Anyway thanks to Aizah & Ruzy for their recommendation.

The SNB babes are back, reunited after so long. Especially everyone turn up for my bday this year. I received all presents from the 5 of them.
A superb bday celebration for The SNB babes.

Before meeting SNB babes, first time that all my siblings were around for my bday dinner. My SIL have makeup class but she cancelled bcoz of me. So sweet of her, she even blog about me. She just make my day. I received presents from all of my siblings but too bad dad had to work on that day.

For Hari Raya this year, THE SNB, we managed to cover & visit all of ours houses. First house mine & ended at Eqah's place at 2am.

And last of the quarter, i met Mr H. His someone precious to me. I can say we have chemistry from top to bottom. Our thoughts & conversational relay in the same way. Just love the way he is. I hope that we will just remain the way we are. Knowing him a few months is just like a few years. I am still learning more about him & i knew his doing the same way too. I feel touched when times i am upset, he tried to console & his effort to put back the smile on my face. I love him very much.

My resolution for this year with percentage of 80/100.. The 20% failure which regards smoking.. Kekeke.. Well still trying to stop till today. Guess now, i have to bring forward to 2008. . Ehehehe...

Its a long entry & i will end the year 2007 with a wide smile on my face. Alhamdullilah & thankful for what i had today. The prayers that i'v always ask that everythings gonna be alrite.

I wish everyone, Happy New Year.
Welcome 2008, May we have a phenomenal & prosperous year.
May we be bless with wisdom & good health.

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2007-12-31T00:56:00.001+08:00

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Happy Bday Best Buddy

2007-12-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

I just hope u'll luv e surprises babe, nothing much to say or do but hoping you will be happy & stay cheerful always. Thank you for being part in my life. I am glad that i know you buddy, for someone whose always be there when i needed most!

May you have wealthy health & your dreams to cum true.
Happy 25th Birthday Aizah..
Best wishes from me to you, luv you babe...

Damn Frustrated

2007-12-19T12:48:00.000+08:00

I just can't control my anger since morning. Early in the morning received email that stock taking this time i have to go to Tampines clinic again. So frustrated & angry, other people can get nearer to their place but me being thrown there!

Thosands & zillions apologies to Ruzy to show & throwing my tantrums to her. Not purposely gal, i never been angry like this! Just cant help it coz the anger controls everything. I really feel its really unfair.

Not only that, received lots of phone calls, complaints bout the clinic scheme decrease. Sigh.. Just not my day..

Please, please, please... Make my brain works, think of something again bcoz of this nonsense things makes my brain slow & a big headache. :(

Life Before & Now

2007-12-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

Life is not that easy,
Its just like a box of chocolate,
When you eat that the taste is so good,
And you definitely find more or
You drink water to make the taste gone...

Been thru so much things in life,
Yet i dunno till when its gonna be over,
Not regret nor sad for what i've been thru,
But grateful for what had happen...

Without experience in life,
I would'nt learn the mistakes i've made,
Taught me to be strong & be a better person,
And not demoralize nor making myself low...

I am not a perfect person,
Nor whom always think that i am right,
I am just being for who i am,
And the simplistically person...

I am blessed to have a good family since born,
Best Buddy for 11 years,
GalFrens for 4 years,
That have been in my life...

Not forgetting to HoneyLuv,
My life change since i met you,
Words can't describe for what i am feeling,
I just can't stop smiling & thinking bout you...

Few months knowing you,
As if like longest time,
Lots of things that we did together,
In such a littlest time...

A big welcomed to my life,
You've lightened up to make it so bright,
Thank you for showering your
Love,
Care,
Time,
Cuddle,
Attention,
That makes me feel comfort & warmth...

Please remain unchanged,
And stay where you are,
Walk with me & hold my hands,
Go thru thin & thick with me
And we can go thru this together...

Those words that you've said,
It will always be remembered,
And remain in my heart...

I love you baby,
These words is irreplaceable,
Coz its said deep from my heart,
And it meant no other but only You...

Thank you everyone to be part in my life,
I love all of you very much...

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Bday & another bday but Moody....

2007-12-07T13:04:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Ellis on eve of her bday.. Dinner at Oosh bar & Restaurant followed by Movida. Eventhough she look abit dissapointed for some reasons but we try to make her happy. Another surprised on her bday itself on 1 Dec 07', a bouquet of flowers delivered to her house, 2 tulips & 4 roses.. She was surprised, glad she love it!
Roses

Dinner at Oosh Bar & Restaurant

Her Bday Cake

Us at Movida

Another surprise today for RaDz, well i dare to blog coz i know that she won't bother to read my blogs! Her bday falls on 8 Dec07'.. She thought that we forget bout her bday coz she reminded Eqah that tomorrow's her bday(dia memang tak tau malu eh!).. Hehehe..
Hhhmmm.. This month i really can't breath but still surviving, hopefully there's still sufficient cash inside my account or how i wish if there's falling money above me!! Muahahaaha.. 'In my dreams!'.. After Radz bday, thank goodness there's a break in between till Aizah's bday on 27 Dec 07'. Pheww...

Now gonna rest my eyes, just taken lunch.! Well this time round, PMSin very bad, moody & easily get offended! Sorry galfrens if my mood turns bad today, hopefully i can control my anger & emotions. Well baby, if my PMSin makes you turn off, m really sorry! Miss ya very much..!

Happy Bday Sweetie

2007-11-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

Happy 26th Bday to Rasheeqah, Eqah or Sheeqs or whatever! The party on 27th Nov07 is superb. Thanks to Radia who organised everything & i am just the helper to get everyone informed for her bday surprised!

Firstly, we suppose to meet at Choa Chu Kang MRT at 630pm. Hhmm.. As per usual, there will be someone whose always late! Incorrigible... Hhhmmpp.. Well i really hate it, i think its one of my hatest list now to wait for people! My tolerance is still that high, don't till it bust ya gals! *Bluek*

At around 8pm, Eqah was blind-folded! We took her to take a bus to Night Safari, a place that she always wanted to go for very long time!

Dinner at Night Safari
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Babes at Night Safari
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At 11pm, we moved off to PUMP room. Again she is being blind-folded. We get ready the cake only at 1205am. Sorry dear cant make it on time as the time we reach the place, its a bit too late!
On Stage
Bday Cake fr Inter-Continental Htl
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Sob sob.... And still this year, i am still not the first one to wish her! This is all bcoz of Radia ah!Hhhmmmp.. But i get to unfold her blinded & wish her with a kiss! I hope you enjoyed the bday surprises & i bet you did! I luv ya babe.. More pixes to be upload later from bday gal as i have problems now with my camera phone..!

This montage is part of Eqah's prezzie! Big appreciated for that someone whom willingly to do this for me.. I know its not that easy in just few days time given & you try to make it happen on time.. And i am in the last minute to print out this.! Thank you baby, i love it so much... *Muackz*

Mesmerize Moments

2007-11-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

You came to my life,
Brightened me up with,
Each text & calls..

You'd bring back my smile,
That i have been await for so long,
Cheering me up everyday & each time..

I thank god for your existence,
Mesmerize those moments,
May we remain like this forever..

Thank you for the one,
That have touched my heart,
You are appreciated..

Happy Bday Erlinah

2007-11-19T12:23:00.000+08:00

Babe, hope you enjoy the celebration of your 25th Bday with us(me,Eqah,Aizah,Radz&Elis) eventhough its an advance.

Do you still remember the very first time you celebrated your bday in ShangRi-La during working night shift with me!Bought the cake for you! Those time when we use to work together, pleasant & unpleasant things that happen to us!Well its a nice memories!

Happy 25th Bday. May you be given a wealth of health & May all your dreams come true! Luv ya babe...

Happy Mood

2007-11-14T13:04:00.000+08:00

Feeling cheerful as i have received my confirmation letter today as confirmed staff!! Yeay... Alhamdullilah.. At last the time that i am waiting for has arrived!!

Infact i am happy since last nite when someone dedicated a song from Jason Mraz-Bella Luna.. Seldom listen to this kind of genre but i like it & i love this part of the lyrics;

If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting

Well if this person happen to read it, thanks for cheering the nite!! *muacks*

Weird Feelings...

2007-11-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

I dunno why m feeling emotional now or maybe PMSin cumin. Feel like crying & wipe away the tears!But what the hell i am crying for!! *confuse*

Deep inside only god knows what m feeling & thinking..! I just missed those moments being pampered like a baby! Those are the memories that i have left behind..

But i know the day will come & the one will be the hero! Who will save & rescue me from the feelings that is kept silence!

White Monday

2007-11-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

Could'nt sleep well last nite infact i cant even sleep till the last time i see the clock, its at 4am. My thoughts for Monday will be blue.!

Its a rainy day, i feel restless but my mood is still ok! Today i chose to wear all white so that it can affect my good mood! Its noon now, taken lunch, feeling so sleepy. Cant wait to go back home at 6pm.!

Hopefully i am still in good mood till the end of the day.

Not Feeling Too GD

2007-11-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

This week, i really feel weak! I really dunno what's happening to me! Wednesday i am still fasting as it is the last day for me, of the 6th day fasting in Shawal. On the way back home, actually i feel something is wrong with me, i just felt something is different in me!

Upon 2 MRT stations away the place i am departing, suddenly i feel nauseous & dizzy! OMG, its the first time m feeling it & i cant believe it that i squad in the middle of lots of people in train! Well still there's kind people to offer their seats to me!

Muakakaka.. After i sat, all the way i lower down my head & covered my both hands on my face! But thank god after i sat, i felt much more better..Actually i really feel shy to see everyone is looking at me! Muahahaha... This is really an embarrassment for me okie!

Reached home & broke my fast. I told my mum bout what had happen earlier, she can laughed at me! I just ignored her & without any think or say, i straight away took medicine & sleep till the next morning! Wow... Thats the first time m doing that ok!

Well till now i wanna go for doctor check up, i didnt go! I am just lazy to visit the clinic! What my DOCTOR SHAIZAH say that i have low blood pressure and that is why i feel like that! Thanks to my second doctor!! Hehehe.. I hope i am just fine & nothing wrong with me..!

Restless Body

2007-10-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

Old Office

New Office

This coming Monday, will work in the new office. My manager has commented that we have to wear formal. Will just see who will listen & wear it.

I still feel sick today. Moody & restless but i still managed to moved all my things to new office. Today is a damn tiring!

As soon as i reached home, lie on my bed & took a nap. Taken my temperature 37'c, not so high but the headache is so terrible. Taken medicine & now goin to sleep!

I must have a good rest, tomorrow me & my brother will take turns to drive. Rent a car just to go for visiting with family. Take care everyone!! Bye...

Bye..

New Office

2007-10-25T12:27:00.000+08:00

Gonna move to new office tomorrow, same building but different floor. Everything is newly renovated. I am busy packing this few days. Now i am falling sick having fever, i can feel that my temperature is goin high.. Sigh.. My eyes feel like closing all the times.. Neways i got to be strong.

Tomorrow after lunch will start to shift all my personal things. Starting from Monday will have a new place to work. Hhhhmmm.. Dunno wether i should be happy or not..??

Advantage of new office, i get new station & i can organise new things for myself on the job.
Disadvantage, i cant log in to internet as when i can cos it can be seen clearly in anywhere in the office..

Well what to do, just follow as what it is!
GTG now, have a nice lunch everyone!!

Raya on 19/10/2007

2007-10-21T10:24:00.000+08:00

Suppose to meet at my place at 1100hrs. Hhhmm... They turn up at my place at 1330hrs. Do you see how difference the time is???? East Side 'FOREVER LATE'. Sorry Ellis since you have to fetch them, you are considered as one! Hehehe.. Eh please Gals, make a change of your time management ok! You don't expect everytime people keep waiting for you rite, bad attitude seh.!

As what Eqa says, this year we got the full strength. When normally Ellis will always meet us half way & i admit that i always have to go back early due to ???... (Let the question marks be it as it is full of unanswerable questions.) We covered all of our 6 houses & 2 of our mutual friends. I reached home at 0300hrs.

I am sure all of us had a great time.
May we remain Friends Forever till the end of our life! *Muacks*

Me, Irritating!!!

2007-10-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

Gone out bout 830pm from home to my uncle's place. Took a train as its just few stations away. While walking towards the mrt, my mum search for her ez-link in her wallet. She then said to me that she forgotten to take her wallet.
When my dad heard,
Dad: Ya la u always change bag!
Mum: Not bcoz of change bag, i forget to take!

I grumble but at the same time i buy the ez-link for mum.

Then i also dunno why, i put more salt & pepper. I said you la mum change bag again!! Wah this time, she really cannot take it.. She broke down to tears & said,
Mum: You rude child.. You dun understand isit that i 4get to take my wallet..!

Alamak, what have i done?? I am shock & at the same time i really feel guilty. First time i make my mum cry. Is it bcoz that i am being harsh, or accusing her or my mum is now sensitive??

While waiting for train she wiped her tears & just kept quiet. I try to talk & make a conversation but she just ignore me! Serve me right la.. My sis laughed at me & said 'You Irritating!!' Ait kena lgi..! My dad kept silence without any words.

Well i really tried again to console her. I said to her,
Me: Mum, sorry, u old cannot be angry k & i tickle her!
Mum: *Silence* but smile

Talk to her but left with ignorance. Hold her hands but she let go of my hand. Hhmm... Since she is still angry with me, then i ignore her coz i know she will talk to me.. Hehehe

After awhile, she did talk to me. Well that is my mum, she forgives & forget. And for me, i am scare to hurt the person that i love when especially it is my mistakes.

Aiyoyoyo.. Irin, please learn a lesson okie!!!!

Ouch.... Body Aches

2007-10-20T14:00:00.000+08:00

The body aches really hurt me & it e whole body! Its been nearly to a week now.. Hhmm.. I tink PMSing is cumin... I took all kinds of drugs to stop e pain. *sigh*
Oh someone pls help me...!! M in e pain...

1st Day of Hari Raya

2007-10-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

1mth of fasting soon end to Hari Raya. I feel that iv just started fasting! Hhhmm.. Time does'nt wait for us. Hopefully that i can succeed the things that iv not done!

As per normal every year, my siblings will meet at my house. A meaningful day that my house will have lots of noise & laughter. Its only once in awhile we can get together! Bout 2pm then we move off to aunties house. Managed to covered 5 houses. Reached back hm at 1130pm. Damn exhausted!

I am proud & blessed to be in this family. They gave me wings when i'm falling, they are my strengthen of my life. They are very supportive & understanding in everything i do. I hope they will forgive me in any ways that i ever hurt them.
I lurve them very much!

Before i end this, I WisH Everyone

Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir & Batin...

Eve Of Hari Raya

2007-10-14T01:48:00.000+08:00

My company could'nt give us half day or time off, so i have to work for full day! M really bored & cant concentrate on my job! Hahaha.. M in Hari Raya mood. How time flies & now its Hari Raya.! When clock strikes at 530pm, i rush back home! The most wanted time that iv been waiting! Eheehe..

I am exhausted & hopefully my house is all done by my sis.!!.. But when i reached home, the house is still in the mess & i really got so angry with her! I really nagged at her so much till she also got fed up with me! M not asking her to do much things but just need to do the things that is not done! Well i have done my part, iv been started spick & span few weeks away before Hari Raya. I nagged but i still helped her. What makes me so angry at her is bcoz she's not working on that day! Ggggrrr..

Broke fast with my parents & the twins. We prayed together, followed by Takbir. My heart really softened & felt emotionally when hear the Takbir! Iv been looking forward when each time Eve of Hari Raya, The time that i will realise bout myself the things that i ever done, missing the person that have gone! Only god knows how i feel deep inside..

Met Aizah at 1115pm & headed to Geylang. Super crowded but i still managed to buy the things that iv wanted! Reach home at 245am....Its been 3 years in a row that Aizah & me went to Geylang. Maybe both of us are still single & we appreciate each other accompany! *Bluek* Well babe, m grateful to have you as my buddy!

Now i have to sleep, so tired to the max!! Kekekee.. Bye *wink*

Love (Words from someone whose treasured it)

2007-10-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

"What is love? If love means possessing someone or something then that is not real love; that is not pure love. If love means giving and becoming one with everything, with humanity and divinity, then that is real love... Indeed "Love is not a thing to understand. Love is not a thing to feel. Love is not a thing to give and receive. and Love is a thing only to become And eternally be.

Love is the secret key that allows a human being to open the Door of God. Where there is love, pure love, divine love, there is fulfillment. Where there is no love, it is all misery, frustration and death. The first step in our journey is love, the second step is devotion and the third step is surrender. First we have to love God. Then we have to devote ourselves to Him alone and finally we have to be at His Feet and fulfill ourselves.

According to my understanding
Love is action. Devotion is practice. Surrender is experience.
Love is realization. Devotion is revelation. Surrender is manifestation.

Love is the meaning of life. Devotion is the secret of life. Surrender is the Goal of life.
Love with devotion was my journey's start. Devotion with surrender is my journey's close.

3rd Week Of Ramadhan

2007-10-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

Its 9 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Just felt that i fast for only a few days. The time really goes fast without realize.

But i am still statisfied i get to broke fast wz my luv ones. Last Tuesday met my babes, we went to break fast at Swensen & headed to Geylang for shopping. I bought shoe & all of us bought the same nice blouse but different colour. I tink its kinda cute.. Hahahaha.. All of us have the same taste! Its been quite sometime for that kind of gathering. I reach home nearly to 1am.

Eventhough the next day, i am grouchy but i am happy. Well its not only me, the rest of the galz too. Its like don't aggitate us or u will get scolding.. Muahahaha... Ngada2 eh! *Bluek*

Today hopefully i can sleep earlier. M exhausted but i have difficulties in sleeping.. Haiz.. Bye now, still trying to catch my sleep!

Hate This Unusual Feeling

2007-09-30T12:57:00.000+08:00

The feelings i had for tht Bodoh had gone & i can say that m over it.

I met my ex-bf for the past 5 yrs tht i ever been wz him, recently in one of the web! After we message & msn, we did exchange our hp no.

We did talk bout our past & talk bout our existing things in life. My feelings for him for now is so deep. I dunno why but it just grew very fast. Its been 2 days now, m waiting patiently for all his calls. I really hate this feelings & it felt sucks...Gggrr.. Irin, Irin, please be patient as both of you are just friends! Eventhough friends, m still having doubts on him. I am happy to meet him again but at e same time, m just worried! Don't ask me why, i just dunno.!!

Actually i am just scared tht he will lie again!! Hopefully he change.. Sigh..

Laze on Saturday

2007-09-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

Woke up early today at 1000hrs but feel tired now! The first thought i had, to loggin to my pc.. Lots of things to do but i am just restless!

Lots of things that i need to think bout work! Workplace extend my probation to next 2mths coz they change my job description. Dunno how to think but just follow. Feel a bit sore but i am still fine.

Life still good with my luv ones around! Ok m goin to sleep again...

2007-09-27T19:46:00.001+08:00

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

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Last Week Of September

2007-09-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

Time flies like a flash! Feels like too much things to do in the littlest time! Hhhmmm... I am glad i had clean up my room, just a bit of wiping! I threw the unwanted things. Now my room is like a real gal's room. Muahahaa... Normally its always messy.

Sigh.. M now having a bad stomach cramp. Have not even break my fast but i will still need to take hot drink if not i will be half dead here at werk! The worse thing, i'v finished all my medicines & non left. Hopefully i am ok till the end of the day!

Yeay... Its Weekend Again

2007-09-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

I just luv weekends. Got myself restless, body aching, moody this few weeks. I tink gonna PMSing soon. Today, gonna clean my room.
At last i decided to throw all my empty parfum bottles, its bout 10 of my favouritez! Hhhmmm.. Talking bout parfums, i missed those times buying 2 or 3 of it. I just loves the scent.
Got to be more thrifty since i have'nt receive confirmation at work. Quite worry actually, but hopefully the day will come!

Inspires In My Mind

2007-09-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

Just now i looked thru the pixes in my Multiply, Friendster! Of course its lots of my beautiful gal frens photos. Out of sudden, missing them so much. Thinking the things that iv been thru with them!

Today morning Eqa sent me one email of 'Inspires...' Hahaha.. Actually i forgotten the title. Its meaningful & its absolutely true! I loved the words in there & I will summarize as 'Look On The Brighter Side' & 'Words Is A Prayer'. The words is simple yet its meaningful!

In the afternoon, Ruzy call me to listen to the radio 'Ria' is the topics bout 'Galfrens'. Listening to one of the listeners story, its about the "third party". Its quite sad but i feel glad that my problems is not as worse as hers. Still remember what Ruzy remind me, 'Learn to accept things & move on'! Don't worry babe, i am moving on & i won't want to look back!

Looking to the things that iv been thru, my life is still beautiful! The dayz that iv been with Z**, the times that i feel so lonely & sad, my gal frens were there for me! Till i met Bodoh, eventhough they don't like him coz of his mysterious things in him but they were still there by my side! Still remember those times Eqa, you were'd there to meet me in a last minute after work! Aizah & Radia, you were always there to listen to my stories! And the others were so concern towards me at that point of time!

Things happen for a reason! I am still glad that iv been thru all this. Its a lesson & experience for me. Whatever it is, i don't want to let myself down! I wanna be as cheerful like iv used to be!

I really treasured those moments with you babes... Thanks for being part of my life gals! Luv & Miss ya always... *Muacks*

What's your personality love style?

2007-09-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

I am hooked to this personality test coz all bout me is true! All of YOU have to try okies... *wink*

1st Day of Ramadhan

2007-09-13T13:06:00.000+08:00

Woke up about 5am for the early breakfast. As per usual i won't have the appetite to eat but still forcing myself to eat abit!

Took my shower after that & do my morning prayer. Hhhmmm.. I think its been a very long time & lost touch of the prayers eversince alot of things happen to me! I cried throughout my prayers, thinking of my past, the things that i'v done. It really felt that god is listening to me. I felt ease & calm after my prayers. I just hope that i will mend my ways to become a better person.

I still have an hour, trying to sleep back but i just can't close my eyes. AAarrrgghh.. Got to go to work. For this fasting month i am allowed to come to work at 830am - 530pm. Cool huh..

Now on my lunch time, blogging & surf internet, feel tired but i cannot sleep. Yeah.. Another half day to go! Can't wait to pack up my things at 530pm. Ehehehe..

First Week Of September

2007-09-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

How time flies & now its September. I felt that i just celebrating my bday yesterday! And now, fasting month is around the corner. I am preparing my mental & physical for the day to arrive! I just hope i can change myself to a better person. Insyallah..

Getting sick or Really sick!!

2007-09-07T04:15:00.000+08:00

Since Monday the phone calls at work non-stop ringing. Feel so sick till i really fall sick. Still come to work, quiet worry of my claimant not hitting to the target.

But when come to work, i get so agitated with the phone calls. Oh somebody help me!! I really dunno what to do. All my collegues in my department, they're doing their part.

It feels like giving this up. The things here when i take over is so messy & my job scope is all jumble up. I dunno what i should do, should i just stay or find something better.

Oh no, i am really tired to look for other jobs!! :(

07' Bday Bash

2007-09-04T15:42:00.000+08:00

This year celebration starts from 28 Aug07 - 1 Sep07, its 5 days celebration. I am really not looking forward & its just happen unexpected!

Of course the most happening will be on my bday itself, dinner with family at Swensen! After dinner met my dearest gal frens at Intercontinental Hotel.

Well gals when upon reaching Bugis, the main thing that i am looking forward is not my bday but its all of you that i am dying to see. Do you know, how much i miss all of you & how much i miss the old times!

I really did enjoyed myself but still bday gal need to wait very long2, waiting for the 2 other gals.. hhmmm.. I dun need to repeat, u know who you are EH!

Gals, frankly i don't expect for all of you to remember my bday & all to turn up! It really feel touch & i really almost broke down into tears. As you know, all of us are busy with our own things, it feels that we are falling apart! But I am really glad & appreciate, proud to have all of you!

Dalz Eqah, i think we both you & i know, what happen to us & what actually happen! Looking back to what we've done, we had missed those moments. I do understand that all of us each have our own life to do. We don't really need to meet all the time but a simple telephone call, hello will do! Do you still remember this, you ever said to someone b4! Hehehe..
As what you said & the same way i say, No Matter What Happen, all of you will always be remember & always in my heart! Coz when the time i am in sorrow, you were'd there for me.. Ok now back to my bday eh...!

Thank you everyone, whom had celebrated my bday! I will treasure all those moments! Luv & Hugs.. *Muackzzz*

Ruzy's & Irin's Bday celebration on 28/08/07

Our 11yrs Friendship - Ruzy's & Irin's Bday
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My Luvly Gal Frens

My Bday cake - Thnks Radz & Mas

They're always in my Heart

Why, why, why??

2007-09-02T10:54:00.000+08:00

A year have gone on 23rd August 2006, 1 week before my bday. Found out everything bout him! I am moving on but why i am still thinking bout him? Really hate this feeling! Why am i loving him so much while he don't deserve me?

Why am i too late to find out everything?! Why do he have to lie to me & wanna know me? Why do he have to show his love & concern if he said he don't love me! Why do he have to make all the surprises to make me happy! Why after a year only all things happen? & why it have to be ME!

What have i done wrong or mistakes in my life? Am i lack of beauty in me or not enough sexy? Or i have a bad attitude or character? In each every outing, i will dress up & i want to look beautiful when i am with him! I wanna make him feel proud to have me! He did say that his proud to be with me but thats all meaningless. His words is just not enough! He always say if only i'd know you earlier! Everything is just too late.

By now, i guess his happily married! Ya thanks to him for showing me whats love & whats life! Hate him again & again!

I am still the same person which have a heart of stone, easy to like someone & difficult to fall in love! No more tears but just dark memories to be left behind. I wanna still be in love & to be love! Life goes on, i am & i do!

Blogs to go on my bday bash wait till i have the pixes from Eqa!

First Bday Present

2007-08-29T05:20:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling happy & unusual today! I got my prezzie 3 days b4 my bday! Wondering what does it contain. Ehehee

Hehehe.. Can't wait for e dinner today! Thnks to my dearest buddy Aizah & not forgeting Rozita!

Hope u like your gift Rozita.! C ya gals later!

I'm Confused

2007-08-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

Its another 5 more days to 24 years old. Its a mix feelings, dunno weather i should be happy or not! But whatever it is, still i wanna thank to those people who wanna take me out for dinner or want to celebrate with me on my bday!

Tuesday, gonna hav dinner with Rozi & Shaizah! Pre-Celebration of Rozi's & my bday! Shaizah will be our bday witness!! Kekeke

Wednesday, goin out for dinner with this guy whom i known him for quite sometime. Hhhhmmm... Wondering if he still can remember my bday! I actually having doubt,why he wanted to take me out this week!

Friday, as per usual will take my family out for dinner, maybe this year i will choose Swensen as the venue! But too bad my dad had to work night shift so he cant attended!

It means that i will be available on Monday & Thursday! Definitely Monday i wont be goin out as it is the first of the week!

How bout Thusday??? Hhhmm.. Who will take me out on that day?? Anyway i took leave on my bday as i just wanted to feel relaxed, happy & no worries on that day!

Hopefully after my bday, i will be able to search for myself of what i really am & who i am really are!. May i be a wonderful, wiser with lots of luv & concern person! Wish me good luck okie!*smile*

Oh Pls Dun Remind Me!

2007-08-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

This morning talk to Aizah. Out of sudden she said, another 29 days is your bday! Told her not to remind me. I am not looking forward to it, feeling bored!

So fast its the 3rd quarter. This month i am turning 24th. Maybe for what iv seen from my past perhaps!

Its not the unhappiness in my life but deep down inside that make me feel fear, uneasy & unhappy. Just need to be optimistic for now!

KL Trip on 28 July 2007

2007-08-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

Last minute trip as still considering due to everyday chasing cats & dogs. Confirm to KL on Thursday & unexpected accomodation confirmation on Friday! I feel that me, Aizah, Radz & Mas are very fortunate!

On Friday night, went to CCK to change currency. I am abit Kiasu as the exchange rate is more on that day eventhough it is a long queue! Hehehe.. Reach home at 10pm & start packing. It is jus a day trip but my bag is heavy as though i am carrying rocks! Kakkaaa... As per normal, Radz will call me names, Doraemon! Well Radz, whatever! Neway i am carrying my important things.. Hahahaha

On Saturday morning, called Radz & Aizah for wake up call at 6am. Suppose to meet at my station at 7am. Nothings new, incorrigible Radia always late. I went out from home at 8am. I asked Aizah to meet me first & we straight meet them at Kranji. They reach bout 820am. Especially in e morning i am groucy & easily get agitated, wats more she get **cK by me. Kakakaka.. As you know, i will only be angry for awhile after i grumble so much then i am fine.

Reach JB bus station at 9plus. Thank god no jam but 2 gals whom travel wz us is like illegal immigrant as their passport is expiring soon, lucky them, everything is ok. Bought tickets & on board the bus at 930am. Alighted PuduRaya at 230pm. Reach hotel & went out straight to KLCC. We're hungry & had lunch at A&W. We shopped at Bukit Bintang & Chinatown.

We reach in our hotel bout 10pm. Rest for awhile & got ready to party. Undecided where to party, we walk over at Bukit Bintang Clubs but in e end we took cab & alighted at Cynna Club. Gosh lots of pple but we still had fun pushing here & there! Exhausted but very happy! Alot of funny & scary things happen.!

On the next day, i woke up in the morning that im jus used to it. For breakfast Aizah & me had fruits, well it really fills our stomach! I had alots of time watching tv while im in the bathtub , Big Maam!(Mcm betul je Irin) Then all of us got ready to return shopping at Bukit Bintang till nearly to 5pm, we checkout & rush to PuduRaya! Reach home at 230am. Feel tired but i still need to work on Monday.. Sigh..

I really had fun time & nice experience with them. Luv ya Faries! Till we meet soon...

Most Happiest Moment That My Buddy Join This Trip

Its Not GD...

2007-07-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

Things hasn't been good lately including work! Gosh so many things happen.

Things at work getting more politics, senseless!
Somethings that i cant accept, 'Friends betraying friends'!

Oh my, why must all this things happen?? Can't they just mind their own problems, Nonsensical! Feel so stress of all this happenings. Just need ease & peace of my mind! Hope everything will turn out well.!

Date on 18 July 2007

2007-07-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

I only agreed to go out wz him today after bout 7mths knowing him thru online. I still remember, i knew him online after i broke up wz tht contempt man whom disguised my life.

I will share my problems wz him thru msn. Well he understand or not but he still reply to my messages. Appreciate to know him as a friend!

Went to watch movie, "Transformer", his 2nd time as it is his favourite show since childhood. I enjoyed the movie, not so bad! Then we had dinner & headed home after that. Had a great time with him. Overall he is a nice guy!

But guys dun ever ask me bout relationships, i am still not ready! I dun want to make mistakes ever again. If the time comes, it will fall right b4 me..! Ciao..

What Happen To Me??

2007-07-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

I just dunno out of sudden today, feel blue. I think for quite sometime i don't feel like this! It really feels shit, emotional,lonely. I feel like breaking down & cry. Why must this be happening to me again! I just hope that this feeling don't prolong.

What A Nice Weekend!!

2007-07-10T04:22:00.000+08:00

Last weekend, i'm occupied with expected & unexpected plans. Yeah...I had a wonderful time.

On Friday nite, make plans with Aizah to go Arena & at the same time meet Eqah & Erlina there. In the last minute, not forgetting to call Radia to join us! The club atmosphere is nice but crowd is so boring. Well this is how i feel, anyway still love to watch this band. After that, we decided to go Velvet Dragonfly. Not that bad coz maybe its Friday when normally that place is lots of MatRips & Minahs..!! Ehehee.. (Jgn marah ah) I had so much fun, it feels like a long time never had this enjoyment. I had a frenzy nite...

On Saturday, i woke up at 230pm. By 4pm, i am done with my domestic work. Guess what did i do next?? Karaoke la at home!! eheheee.. Took shower & went to my sister house to meet my niece for awhile. Went dinner with my parents & sister, its my parents 33rd Anniversary. No reason for me to go out as i feel so tired.

On Sunday, got to know that Radia was admitted in the hospital. Too bad, cant visit her as i have wedding & baby shower. One at Bedok & Tampines.. Hhmmm.. Quite far for me isn't in!! Eheheee.. Good thing, my bro-in law drove us there. Thank you eh..! *smile*

Today Monday, got to work(so boring). So fast that the weekend has ended! Anyway will visit Radia in the hospital as soon as i finish work! Hopefully she will be fine. Time to work now.. Take care..

Its Friday

2007-07-07T04:00:00.000+08:00

I am still planning for my weekend. Today i will go back home straight from work.(like real je)Feels exhausted after a few days of not enuf sleep cause of plans after work! I just luv to occupied myself. I still have lots of work to do. Hhmmm... Neway i just luv Friday.. Ehehee...

Happiest Moments Wz GF

2007-07-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

I wanna say thanks to the gals who makes the outing happenning ones, iv been waiting to spend time with them! I always remembered them, we used to club, shared the happy and sad moments.. Always love you gals eventhough we hardly meet each other due to our responsible commitment.

Went to have dinner at Modestos(last min plan) at VivoCity. Change plan due to Marche is closing is all because of the East side gals la, as per normal, Forever Late! Eventhough they reach first, still late heh! Suppose to meet at 830pm and the time change to next 2hrs.. Hahahaha... Nothings new!. Don't blame me ok coz i am always on time! Ehehehee... Then we headed to Movida to party. Not forgetting supper after club at Spize. I missed the moments that we always did everthing together last time. But what to do, time has changed us. But no matter what, i will be the most simple & sincere friend okie!! Hheehehe.. I really had a great time them! Let us see the pixes when East meets West.

West Side in Cab

All the Curly Hairs

All the Straight Hairs

Us Preety As Ever

Posing Please

In the Toilet

Us in Club

Access Blogspot

2007-06-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

IT has changed & modified my CPU now i can access to Blogspot. Now i can blog whenever i feel like blogging! Hhhmmm.. Is it a good thing? Well actually i don't really mind if its blocked also... (hehehe.. mcm betul aje)

Feel so tired and i don't have any reasons! Maybe its too long of sitting in the office but what to do thats work right!

GTG got so many things to rush..Bye...!!

Things Hasn't Been Good

2007-06-24T07:03:00.000+08:00

I just don't have the mood & felt pissed off. I felt that i have been cheated on my money. This thing happen for the past 1 year.

Last year, i went to that particular Bank, my intention is to open & to save up in that account! I met that adviser & he explained to me. He told me that it is a"saving plan", actually upon signing, i am quite shocked that i have to sign on the insurance form. I did ask him why do i need to sign on this insurance form, he told me that "upon every month saving, a few cents is to insurance & i am covered for Life Insurance"! So i believed in him & happily signed in each of every form! That time, i also did ask him the consequences if i were to cancel, will i loss any cash & he said i can get all my money back.!

Then recently i got to found out that is a Life Saving Insurance. This is actually Insurance & i can only get my money back in the long run. I wanted to cancel coz i really don't need this policy as i already covered in my own insurance. I have been cheated that he really want me to sign this up & lied to me bout this! He should inform me that this is partly of insurance! If i were to know bout this insurance, i wouldn't want to join.

Now the thing is if i cancel this policy, i will loss all my money! A few hundreds i really don't mind but its over a thousands! Anyone if in my shoes, i am sure u will feel the same way! *Sigh*

2007-06-24T00:51:00.001+08:00

My First Post of My Life

2007-06-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

If you ask me why am i here? This will be my past time.. Ehehehe.. Well being recommended by my dearest Eqah.! Its been quite sometime actually have'nt been blogging. Yeah...The normal blogging in Friendster, its just that at that point of time, busy with my previous work! Bluek..
I hope with the new career i had, i will have the time & effort to blog here. Ehehehe..

Life is full of ups & downs. I learned alot of things that happen in my life, nonsensical, unpredictable, harass, contentment, love, career. Life is uneasy & unfair. An individual way how you wanna make your life content. I am still happy & appreciate with what i had!

Family? They are eyes of my life, without them i will be blind. I will always be occupied by them. The laughter, sound of the childrens! I loved them very much.

Friends? I had the best buddy that i can never replaced whom understand me in any situation i'm in. Other than her, i had few gal friends which i appreciated to know them. (Shd noe whom i'm referin..hehe)

Boyfriends? Hhhmm... I had few boyfriends that i still keep in touch. Serious in relationship, i don't think that i am ready! Ya i know bout my age but i think i just go by the flow. If its meant for me to be someone, it will meant! I wont want to search nor looking around. Maybe i'm just sick of tired to start all over again.

Career? Its been 3 times this year i switch to different industry. Its not that i am choosy but environment is not suitable. I have my own reasons why i did all this. Well i don't need to elaborate here.! But alhamdullilah, i managed to have another job especially when that point of time, i resigned without getting any job.

Besides of all this, i learned bout beauty especially makeup & health awareness! I became abit vain. Hehehe.. I jus like to pampered myself. I think i am just loving myself too much! If i don't love & pamper myself , nobody will do it right? Ekhekhe..

If i wanna talk bout myself, it will never end. Thats all folks, more blogs to go! See ya..