Thursday, June 18, 2009

Something Amiss

These few days, i felt exhausted. I had to wake up earlier than my usual timing. Cooked in the morning for my siblings and nieces, make my own coffee and ensure everything is ok before heading to work.

I missed my parents especially mum. I missed her coffee, she will packed food for my lunch every morning. And I missed those times she used to nag at me.

Today morning i have to prepare packed food for my sis and for myself. I really felt something missing.

I just can't stop holding my tears. Maybe some people don't understand why i am emotional. It is because mum never go for a long trip apart from the pilgrimage to Mecca, that was about 11 years ago.

I prayed for their safety. I just can't wait for them to return.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Gonna Be Better

Today I just completed my 2nd exam. Right after i finished it, i knew that i won't be able to make it! Its not that i didn't do the revision but out of sudden, my mind is blank! And the worse of all, the subject that i revised, everything comes out. Its like a nightmare. Sigh..

I really need to prepare now and retake this exam.. Pray for me!!!