Access Blogspot

IT has changed & modified my CPU now i can access to Blogspot. Now i can blog whenever i feel like blogging! Hhhmmm.. Is it a good thing? Well actually i don't really mind if its blocked also... (hehehe.. mcm betul aje)

Feel so tired and i don't have any reasons! Maybe its too long of sitting in the office but what to do thats work right!

GTG got so many things to rush..Bye...!!

Things Hasn't Been Good

I just don't have the mood & felt pissed off. I felt that i have been cheated on my money. This thing happen for the past 1 year.

Last year, i went to that particular Bank, my intention is to open & to save up in that account! I met that adviser & he explained to me. He told me that it is a"saving plan", actually upon signing, i am quite shocked that i have to sign on the insurance form. I did ask him why do i need to sign on this insurance form, he told me that "upon every month saving, a few cents is to insurance & i am covered for Life Insurance"! So i believed in him & happily signed in each of every form! That time, i also did ask him the consequences if i were to cancel, will i loss any cash & he said i can get all my money back.!

Then recently i got to found out that is a Life Saving Insurance. This is actually Insurance & i can only get my money back in the long run. I wanted to cancel coz i really don't need this policy as i already covered in my own insurance. I have been cheated that he really want me to sign this up & lied to me bout this! He should inform me that this is partly of insurance! If i were to know bout this insurance, i wouldn't want to join.

Now the thing is if i cancel this policy, i will loss all my money! A few hundreds i really don't mind but its over a thousands! Anyone if in my shoes, i am sure u will feel the same way! *Sigh*

My First Post of My Life

If you ask me why am i here? This will be my past time.. Ehehehe.. Well being recommended by my dearest Eqah.! Its been quite sometime actually have'nt been blogging. Yeah...The normal blogging in Friendster, its just that at that point of time, busy with my previous work! Bluek..
I hope with the new career i had, i will have the time & effort to blog here. Ehehehe..

Life is full of ups & downs. I learned alot of things that happen in my life, nonsensical, unpredictable, harass, contentment, love, career. Life is uneasy & unfair. An individual way how you wanna make your life content. I am still happy & appreciate with what i had!

Family? They are eyes of my life, without them i will be blind. I will always be occupied by them. The laughter, sound of the childrens! I loved them very much.

Friends? I had the best buddy that i can never replaced whom understand me in any situation i'm in. Other than her, i had few gal friends which i appreciated to know them. (Shd noe whom i'm referin..hehe)

Boyfriends? Hhhmm... I had few boyfriends that i still keep in touch. Serious in relationship, i don't think that i am ready! Ya i know bout my age but i think i just go by the flow. If its meant for me to be someone, it will meant! I wont want to search nor looking around. Maybe i'm just sick of tired to start all over again.

Career? Its been 3 times this year i switch to different industry. Its not that i am choosy but environment is not suitable. I have my own reasons why i did all this. Well i don't need to elaborate here.! But alhamdullilah, i managed to have another job especially when that point of time, i resigned without getting any job.

Besides of all this, i learned bout beauty especially makeup & health awareness! I became abit vain. Hehehe.. I jus like to pampered myself. I think i am just loving myself too much! If i don't love & pamper myself , nobody will do it right? Ekhekhe..

If i wanna talk bout myself, it will never end. Thats all folks, more blogs to go! See ya..